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Moonlight by hiddenROWR, literature

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Moonlight

take her and set her free she doesnt deserve this she doesnt need this my wrists are crying they gnaw at the warm metal as it hugs them like sleepless skinny dogs in the shadowy city with no home to speak of let go! let go! the drab color scheme in this small room is beginning to make me dizzy my nails have been all chewed away so it doesnt hurt as much when they dig into my skull they claw, looking for an exit that will never appear even the wall is getting tired of me splashes have conversation have evaporated into cold stares i cant hide from curled up, even the corner hates me the lamp, hanging, laconic, from the ceilin

hafkjl by hiddenROWR, literature

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hafkjl

please forgive me it has been so long, since i typed a poem the beginnings are always the hardest, now it has been so long, since i wrote to you, in this way or has it? was that for you, too? that letter? you found it at your doorstep didnt you? you always had a way of knowing when i had finally gone over the edge... finally...truly left lets get to it, then? i must admit i am a little afraid, to finally speak to you again it has truly been a dogs age since i cried for you, like i did that day i have spent a long time away from you a long time away from the sad, scared person i'v been the person who hates herself the person who

dafkj by hiddenROWR, literature

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dafkj

it is unclear to me which direction i should go now my palms have a strange coolness now that the crisp, winter air can lick the sweat off salty like the ocean it seems so cold and deep and... and endless liek teh path i see flooding towards me away form you? my home my abusive home good... goodbye? good riddance no no! my mother my sweet shoulders so slim and sculpted as they wrap around me and keep me warm warm liek the blood dripping down let it heal, hun, let it heal and rip at it again tear it open and let it scream learn its song craddle its song carry it with you wrap it up and hold it close and when you forg

Sarishinohara by hiddenROWR, literature

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Sarishinohara

My heart will go out to meet you everyday Walk a million miles to hope you our paths cross Even if yesterday you still looked past me Today is a new day A vase full of hopes vivid and bright, even as petal by petal it wilts as pinks and yellows melt into browns and greys All of it is for you see? isnt it beautiful? every fiber of love and dedication this decayed pile of spoiled affection the smell of my rotting makes your pretty pink nose wrinkle like a kitten dont worry about watering me tears will fall as i pass the time alone thoughts of you swirling in the puddle of my mind are you alright? an angel in a human's hell i

found by hiddenROWR, literature

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found

a dream, in all its simplicity a desire glowing in common souls all craving the same role to be loved to be accepted for how you choose paint your mask for every fingerprint (however burned away by the desperation) to unlock a door only it can possess waiting for you to stumble upon it or walk headfirst into it and open up the emotion you felt was impossible until the first breath of true atmosphere makes the full revolution around your heart a pocket of sanity a cushion of life lies and imitation scrawled in saccharine ink on your arms in your eyes in the scars on your wrists until the sun shower washes away all

Dread by hiddenROWR, literature

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Dread

The terror is consuming me Far away visions of your slight figure A blood spattering mess in my trembling arms Repeats in my mind More times than i can even stand to relive this pain Of loosing another hand to the cold Another pair of generously lashed eyes Like little glass christmas lights Never failing to flicker out Drowning in my tears My cries My desperation-thick screams Echoing into the silence of being alone once more Entering your alien realm Of shattered dreams and crooked smiles Of tall mysterious men hiding their fangs behind their words Foretelling the dread that is to come for us The failure i will i have to cl

forgotten text by hiddenROWR, literature

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forgotten text

Where the hell am i now? constantly tripping onto new overtrodden paths spinning but nothing seems familiar, yet i'll keep looking forward so i can't regard my shoes stepping on each other until my balance finds my brain my heart wherever they could be until my body finds the cold unforgiving pavement letting those black sandpaper edges tear the skin away until i cannot keep it all inside until its all comes exploding from my textured pores Yet the screams for help cannot surpass my narrow throat too shocked with the terror to even help itself

Pressure by hiddenROWR, literature

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Pressure

Stress is pulling all my strings a little too beyond their ability I can feel myself my arms my legs my heart beginning to give Medicine Never loud enough Never painful enough In my bloody ears Anything to drown out my cries of terror Anything to numb the slow dull agony of the wait Stress turning to terror As my pateince runs thin Its threatening to snap Like spine Small and fragile As i try to find a way to keep erect on sinking ground Wake from my saccharine dreams to find the flames surrounding me The walls closing in And the light fading Desperation in every breathe I realize will be my final few Exhaustion g

Angel and Fool by hiddenROWR, literature

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Angel and Fool

If a girl could ever own you If an angel could ever hold your hand Would you let her be yours? Would you never want to let go? Her hair Short, messy, soft Her wings Loose, worn, bony Everything about her Seems almost too easy to love Everything about you Is just a little too imperfect What if She was more than beautiful eyes What then When her smile can speak, too? Would you Let the words choke? Would you Be more than that? Ever a chance You could say yes Ever a day When everything is right Ever and Never And forever All one in the same

Youre here by hiddenROWR, literature

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Youre here

I just want everything to be okay I want to smile again I want to be with you again Why cant the thunder roll on already? and let the sunshine through i still love you i...promise i always will okay? i promise you right now I wont stop, no matter how hard i make things for myself How much my own consciousness drives me away into teh dark where i am always alone I promise i wont ever let my tears fall in your name I promise to try to learn from my mistakes not always be so silly and remember that you love me too please forgive me i dont learn very fast, do i? I'll keep pursuing acceptance success I'll keep walking tow

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Moonlight by hiddenROWR, literature

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Moonlight

hafkjl by hiddenROWR, literature

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hafkjl

dafkj by hiddenROWR, literature

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dafkj

Sarishinohara by hiddenROWR, literature

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Sarishinohara

found by hiddenROWR, literature

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found

Dread by hiddenROWR, literature

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Dread

forgotten text by hiddenROWR, literature

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forgotten text

Pressure by hiddenROWR, literature

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Pressure

Angel and Fool by hiddenROWR, literature

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Angel and Fool

Youre here by hiddenROWR, literature

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Youre here

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'To the stranger I call...' by SamShamrocks, literature

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'To the stranger I call...'

" To the stranger I call my bestest of friend, I wanted to tell of the letter I will send." Tapping the pencil I begin to write. Pouring out feelings never meant to be seen. Tears had splishes and splashed on the paper. Pencils are snapped in two. Small tears and rips. Scrunched and crumbled. All meant for you. "to the stranger I call my first love, I wanted to show my beautiful dove." She's fragile and delicate. But has a fighting spirit! I think she's attracted to the taboo I hold for you. Clangs and rough bangs ar eheard. Screeches so loud and ear-splitting. A claming touch you have. Soft flutters are made. Music is sung.

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100 percent chance of sun by hiddenROWR, literature

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100 percent chance of sun

No exaggeration, no special smile No look my way, even when its been a while No extra "i love you" or "I miss us" Just a bit of peace and lack of fuss Nothing extraordinary, Just everyday magic For once a day that won't end tragic A laugh and an endless dance are brought to me Us forever together, the inseparable three All i have to say is "thanks" when You made the sun come out again

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

May 29
United States
Deviant for 12 years
squiggles97.deviantart.com
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Hey sweety~! this is squiggles97's poetry account. i made this brady-new account because well, words are my passion. I began my old account with only art, but as i'v developed, i was, as my friend described it "bitten by the poetry bug" and i write a LOT of poetry now. But i don't want to spam those who originally watched me for my art, who are now getting a lot of unwanted poetry. so for those who still want my poetry, or wanna check by every once in a while~ behold hiddenROWR!

Favourite Visual Artist

so many people to choose from...

Favourite Movies

war horse (<3) Harry Potter, ummm

Favourite TV Shows

Clannad, spice and wolf

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Owl City, Skillet, AFI, Two Door Cinema Club...

Favourite Books

Black Butler, Tegami Bachi, Warroirs

Favourite Writers

again, too many!

Favourite Games

SSBB, AC: Brotherhood,

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3

Tools of the Trade

Copic Markers/multiliners, good ol notebooks, Tablet, Mac Desktop, etc.

Other Interests

Amater Saxophone player, learning piano? sing for fun~

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hiddenROWR

Sep 6, 2012

I was TAGGED!!

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by this nice person!! ---> Sabre809 (https://www.deviantart.com/sabre809) RULES: 1: Post these rules. 2: Tell 10 things about yourself. 3: Tag at least 10 people from your friends list (do i HAVE to!?) 4: NO TAG BACKS (dammit) 5: Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them. 6: Answer the questions that the tagged set for you in their post, and create three new question for the people you tagged to answer. 1. This is my poetry account! my main and art account is squiggles97 (https://www.deviantart.com/squiggles97) 2. I would do anything and everything to make a person i love smile 3. I depend on people...a LOT (more than they realize!) 4. Im very mentally weak/unstable...so when i fall apart

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hiddenROWR

Aug 29, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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PFFT WRONG ACCOUNT

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hiddenROWR

Aug 11, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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well...this sucks just wrote a good poem lost it im tired...of everything im tried of all of this okay? stop playign games with me stop pretending liek were litte kids i want to grow. up. Can you just stop all of this? all of it? please? your hurting me. you ahve dug a big whole. its been there for a while but you keep scratching away at it. slolwly, in hopes that i wont notice. but that makes it all the more painful. w h a t  t h e  h e l l  a r e  y o u  d o i n g ? did you ever care at all? when did all this stop? when did my smile fade away and you turned you back on me all of you there is nothign here i looka orund only to s

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Sabre809

Aug 31, 2012

Please don't be upset....But I've tagged you! >.<

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hiddenROWR

Sep 6, 2012

LOL! why would i be upset!?

beatleslover47

Aug 14, 2012

You've been hugged!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their profile!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1, On Second thought, Please give one back.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

GAH SQUEEEE! <3333

I love your poetry! ^^

hiddenROWR

Jul 4, 2012

OMG thank you soooo much!!!!!! thats means sooo much to me thank you!! >///<